This is probably the most difficult writing task I’ve ever approached. Will I be able to get my writing in line with me on this subject? Will I make my writing understandable and some reader curious and interested? But on the other hand, the task is in line with where I am this chilly morning in mid-March 2019.
My life strategy has been to put on an intellectual cover as soon as any emotional roller coaster is in approach. It is an impulse from I do not know where. I call it ”primitive”. I have lived this way all my life. The strategy has become well known to me. In the absence of other things, I call it an element of my personal identity. But, after years of mental and emotional turbulence, it starts to crack.
I feel happy. At last, I live. I seem to have risen from the somewhat tedious role of being a responsible, orderly, reliable and predictable man. In one sense I have no experience of this roller coaster concept but to avoid it at all cost.
Göran Stille 
It is the emotional roller coasters that make writing both fun and come alive. And it is the hardest part of writing. so keep on pushing your boundaries. That is what makes our craft worth suffering for. Dr. Robert. .
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