Our bedroom at 5 am
Yesterday morning I threw our sheets into the washing machine. Some time later they were ready to dry. I pinned them up on a laundry line going from the stem of an old tree over to a iron hook on the side of a huge rock. The sun and wind did their job. Soon our sheets were dry. There is a certain fragrance after drying in the sun.
At bedtime we enjoyed falling asleep on fresh sheets and cushions. We fell into deep sleep lasting the all night. At five, I woke up. A spot on the wall opposite to our beds was lit by the raising sun. The color of the spot was sunrise orange. I inhaled a slightly chilly morning air and fell asleep again in between fresh linen sheets.
A fox passes near to our house
My wife has got the idea that she needs to suppor the local fox with a nourishing diet. Somewhere she read that they liked crisp bread. A few meters from our house we have a pear tree about 160 years old. My wife started to place a few slices of this bread at the root this tree. She do so every night. Every morning they are gone. She was convinced that the fox knew its way and got the bread befor anyone else. At night, there were plenty of competitors. There were many birds around: magpies, craws and great black-backed gull as well as ordinary sea gulls. But my wife was convinced. It w.as the fox
One morning I went down early to take a leak. I got the idea that the fox might be around so I brought my camera and peaked out the kitchen window. And there it was. The fox was taking a piece of bread. He backed off a meter or two and chew on his bit. Then down for the second and third slice. I took many shots with my camera.
An old friend of my wife is a professor in physics at the University in Stockholm. It takes a lot to convince her. She was a guest at hour house. We all had our breakfast together a couple of hours later. I started to tell them a story about the habits and the beliefs of my wife. Be sure there was a fox behind my ear in more ways than one. Then I topped the story by telling both my wife and her friend that I had proofs. My wife bursted into unmistakable signs of joy. The professor doubts soon vanished into thin air.
A birthday cake shadowed under lilac bushes
We did have a birthday party under the shadows of large lilac bushes. I was immediately reminded of the a famous painting of the Danish artist Peder Severin Krøyer. His painting is called ”Hipp, Hipp, Hurray” and shows a small group of people celebrating one member of the group. As we did.
We were served coffee and a slice of a homemade cake of extraordinary design and taste. I had to consciously brake my commitment to limit my intake of suger. I am hit by the disease named diabetes. The cake tasted delicious without comparison.
I had an interesting talk with a man at the party. I learned a bit about butterflies and the genes controlling the color of their wings. He was about to contribute to a scientific paper. We talked about how to write and how to help the reader understand the value of the results achieved. I became a bit overheated in my eager to be of assistance to him.
Pouring out my life experiences over Kalle.
The other day I shared a birthday cake made my a friend of mine, Kalle. The birthday celebrated was that of his sister. However I slided into talking to a great extent with Kalle . Maybe his sister thought it was rude of me as it was a party in her honor.
However we came to talk about how to make a paper interesting to an audience. He was about to contribute to one such paper about the work he was doing. Studying the coupling of genes to the color of the wing of a butterfly.
We touched the issues of addressing various audiences. There were feel researcher, the editors of certain scientific journals, and a more general public. We also touched the issue of the opinions of project leaders as well as any individual acting as his personal mentor.
Having a dinner among the apple trees
The late sun throughs a warm orange light over our garden. Every day this is the last thing she does before she sets behind the nearby hill. In the garden there is a couple of apple trees. All very old. Among the trees we placed an outdoor dinner table. Often, my wife and I have our dinner here. I often feel very content having a dinner at this place. A single glass of wine does add to this sense of being rich on things that does not cost much.
A group of five magpies.
A week ago a group of 5 magpies invaded our lawn. They made a lot of noise as they flew around cheating and nibbling each others tails. We use to threw small pieces of bread to them at then end of our meals. In some way they have studied our behavior and arrives screaming just at the correct time. I assume they are siblings and most of them act brave and jumps forward for the bread. One of them seems to act a bit retarded. She do not dare to approach the bread in the first line. She comes up behind screaming and tries to steal from the braver birds. The same behavior repeats day after day.
Two days ago they performed the same show. Afterwards they seemed to play with each other, all five magpies at the corner of our house. Then just of a sudden the play turned into a serious battle. One of the birds was beaten hard by the others. As far as we could see she managed to escape from the crowd. I think she found a branch in a nearby birch. There she found piece and mended her wounds and bruises.
My favourite writing place
Years ago, my wife inherited a house in the countryside. It is an old building. It was originally created in 1846 according to documents she has. Walls are made of timbered logs, The floor is made out of wide planks of pine. They are about 9 inches wide and with no paint.
In 2014 we redecorate a room upstairs. We made a bedroom out of the room. We covered the walls with a special thick wallpaper. We then painted the walls with egg tempera carrying a pigment giving a soft yellow color.
There is a window in this room, from where I see the garden, a big ash tree and my own garden inspired by Japanese buddhist gardens. It houses a wooden bench, a small pond, a few bushes, and a surface covered with nothing but gravel
Near to this window I have placed a small table and on top of that a brass candelabra. I light a candle and my writing session is on. At this location I dare to let my serious internal engineer withdraw. I need that to approach the ”empty spaces” where I am able to create.
Göran Stille © July 2018

Love, love, love, love, love. WONDERFUL. It appears your empty spaces were successful. Bravo and congratulations, writing friend. By the way, I love the “collage” effect, with subtitles for each section. Beautifully done.
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Thank you very much, Nadine. I have to improve my capacity to check and comment comments to my blog more frequently.
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I really enjoyed your anecdotes. I look forward to read more of you.
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Thank you very much.
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And Goran, (I assume it is acceptable to address you by your first name) If I may ask you the question you asked of me, What are your objectives for your writing efforts? Memoir? Professional/scientific? Fiction? I have shared that mine is Fiction, and if you are going this way, I would like to follow your progress, and if you wish, share my observations and thoughts. Jeff has suggested in one of his courses that seeking ‘early feedback’ is useful in progressing a fictional work, and I am of the opinion that we might create a community on this website to accomplish this. Let me know. Dr. Bob
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I have a hard time deciding in what direction to go. I have a history of writing technical and scientific stuff. I got a few heartwarming positive feedback in those areas. But, I do not think that is a way to go. Memoir? Who would ever be interested in all the questions and issues lining up along my life path? Short stories – yes possible. Novel – yes but it seems damn hard to get going. Fiction – yes but not too far away from ordinary life. I do believe in the idea of early feedback although within a rather limited community. After all, the prerequisite for such a group to work well is respect and mutual trust. A quality that takes time to build but may be broken very quickly.
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I don’t know how fragile my trust is. I decided along time ago that trusting myself was key and that no matter how others behaved towards me, I’d be able to learn something from the transaction. One lesson that has stood me in good stead has been know what the strengths and weaknesses of the individuals with whom I transact and then I won’t be caught unawares when they behave in an untoward way. I was a psychiatrist for thirty years and got early in my career that my patients were not going to consider my feelings or needs when they had to blow off excess emotion. Non-patients (that is everybody else) rarely do either. In any case if we develop a feedback group, I will tell the truth in as sensitive way as possible and expect all others in the group to do so as well. Thanks, Dr. Bob
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Dear Dr Bob
I appreciate your proposal about forming a group for mutual exchange of feedback in texts we write. In principle, I am strongly in favour of such activities. I have engaged myself in a couple of such groups. At the moment I am satisfied with what I have.
Göran
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